it's been 6 months since i have even thought about blogging.... i honestly don't know where time has gone. what i don't understand today, if a company can take money out of your account, it can't go instantly back in with a push of a few buttons as easily as it goes out?? especially when it's THEIR mistake. you get, it will take 3-5 business days to complete the transaction. WHY??? i just don't understand.
summer is here in pa. the weather is nice. not as hot as usual. pretty comfortable actually. the flowers in the gardens are coming in full. i come to realize i have too much "orange" in the flower beds. i really want to try a hand at planting hydrangias.... i like the blues, purples & pinks. maybe it would offset all the oranges. i have one. but it hasn't bloomed in 4 years. i am thinking i have to move it to the south side of the house. it's on the north/east corner and only gets morning sun. someone told me i need to feed them.... haven't done that either.
i want to move. leave pa. have never done that before. where do you begin?? i know, a job would be hand first. but how do you begin looking for one?? i wish i was more "into" the computer. to find the information i want. but it gives me a headache to be on here for very long. and i get mad and pissed off easily. i am so unhappy here. ok... to get the story straight, i have a medical condition, i need to keep mobile to keep moving. i need nice weather year around. when the cold winter comes... i don't move. then it all gets worse. each winter comes and the hurt gets worse. i am tired. tired of life. tired of living...
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