Sunday, April 15, 2012

this week....

This the the week by oldest babe is getting married. I really don't feel that it's possible. Seems like just yesterday he was a toddler..  now he is going to be a Husband and a Daddy.  I AM GOING TO BE A NANA.  WOW....  amazing. Where has the time gone??  I can remember wanting to be an adult with a family of my own. 20+ years....  it was gone like a blink of an eye....  I am excited and happy about all that is happening. It's just all so amazing. I wish my Mom was here. She would be so happy for Ian. I am sure she is in Heaven and watching. I just wish she was here.

I am hoping (& and praying) I will be a Mother-in-Law that is well loved and understood. I hope I am not to obsessive. I hope not to build any bridges and then burn them down. I am hoping to build bridges of love and understanding, and strengthen them with support and understanding. I am hoping to have a daughter-in-law as a daughter. I am praying for an extended family thru her family. I am hoping for a new friend in the form of her Mom.  Am I asking too much? thinking too much?? 

My sister is flying in tomorrow. I can't wait. She only visits once a year. She was planning on skipping this year...  but she wouldn't miss my kids wedding for anything. I am excited she will be here for 2 weeks...   this is going to be a great week....   :)

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